僕らの街で

この小さな街で　この時を生きた
僕らは　出会った　あのまぶしい　夏の日

僕らはいつも　明日を見ていた
ほんの少し　背伸びするようにして

やがて　いつからか　君といるこの場所が
僕の生きてゆく　世界になった
初めて　君を　見つけた　あの日
突き抜ける　青い空が　ただ　続いていた

淡い後悔を　誰かの涙を
いつの日か　ふり返る時が来るんだろう

見えない未来に　息をひそめて
それでも　僕らは　今を生きている

いつか　夢の　近くまで行けるのかな
でもそれは　まだ　ずっと　先のことみたいだ
僕らは　なんだか　急ぎすぎている
大切なことさえも　忘れるくらい

今は　僕らを信じていたい
今の自分を　信じていたい
誰も　僕らをけして　認めはしないだろう
誰も　けして　分かろうとは　しないんだろう

探しても　探しても　見つからないけれど
確かなことは　きっと　どこかに　あるよね
やるせない　想いは　君の笑顔に　消えた
街は　今　たそがれて　僕らを包んだ

いつか　夢の　近くまで生けるのかな
でもそれは　まだ　ずっと　先のことみたいだ
初めて　君を　見つけた　あの日
突き抜ける　青い空が　ただ　続いていた

4/20/2008

Hiiiiiii!!

As usual,I didn't do anything today!!I watched Hana Yori Dango.Matsujun looks weird in it.But Inoue Mao is good at acting.

I went shopping today.Not that I bought anything.青春アミーゴ was playing in the shop~

I should start doing something..I'll start tomorrow!!

I really can't tell you how nice it is to be typing in Japanese again~

つまらねえ 毎日抜け出すぜ。。。。

Just another same old day...I can't talk to Meg,Pear,or anyone else because they're all at school.I wish I had something to do!!I really want a job.But who would hire a talentless fourteen year old like me??

A new shop opened today in Iogi!!We went to check it out.They have some really cute stuff there.Someday in the not too far off future when I have some money,I'll shop there~

My Summer Plans!!

• Try to get a job.(Hopefully,there are some jobs for people under 16!!)
• Get a new wardrobe!(I'm in a catch-22 situation,because I'll need money to do this!)
• Join the gym.
• Shop!!(Again,catch-22)
• Increase my knowledge!!~
• Make new friends to spend the summer with.
• Plan ways to accidentally bump into KAT-TUN,or some hot guy from Johnny's!!
• Get a life!(To be more specific,a love life~)
• Reach a decision about whether to go back to India or stay here.

Another day,Another story

I've been in Japan for a while now.All my friends have school!!!School sucks!!I kind of miss going to school..Meg..Pear....Spexy...even the way Sal used to tease me!!I didn't really enjoy it at the time,but looking back it wasn't so bad.I can't wait till Pairu comes.I met her brother Hershey today.Did you know I used to have a crush on him??We're in the same　日本語　class for the summer.I asked him when Pairu is coming.He said this Saturday.What a long way off.

Note for Meg:I'm sorry,Meg!!I guess you know why....please write long mails again!!! :(
Soo Sensei wants my email address??Nande darou..??

ANYWAY,I'll blog again when I have something to say...No idea when that will be!

The Ultimate Day

Yesterday was me and Redwest's last day in school.It was the last everything--last bus ride,last break,last lunch,last math class...it was one of the saddest days.And also one of the best.

I got Nasa and 2B to sign my Kamenashi notebook.I got everyone to sign it.I'll always look back on it and remember Oakidge....Meg and Pear CRIED!!For some reason,when people cry when I'm leaving,I don't cry but I do later on when I go home.But this time I cried a little in the washroom,too,in school.Meg wrote me a really touching letter.Pear wrote me a really nice message.

What I really loved was that Meg,etc made a card for me and had everyone sign it!It was really thoughtful,thank you Meg,Nutty,Sal,Pear,XD and everyone else!!

Special Message for Meg and Pear:I'll REALLY miss you!!You were the perfect friends.No matter how many people I meet in the future,you two will always be my best friends!!I know you both will respect whatever decision Redwest and I make,and we'll see you sooner than you think!!
I want to thank everyone who made these 3 years in India special for me!Maybe I'll come back,maybe I won't but I will NEVER forget this place EVER and I will always keep coming back at least to visit!

Be Safe.Be Happy.Best Wishes.

Ai

The Penultimate Day

The second-to-last day has come and gone~In this last week I keep getting flashbacks of the three years I've been in this school.Like yesterday,when we were watching the swimming competition and I saw Mizu-sama,who I used to have a crush on when I was in the 7th grade..brings back fond memories.

Truth is,I haven't really told anyone that I'm leaving (possibly,very possibly,for good).Well,Meg knows,and I guess Pear has more or less figured it out (or at least,that's what Redwest tells me.)I wish I didn't have to leave Meg and Pear.I'll really miss them!

I very nearly got screwed in math for my completely incomplete notes,but luckily Soo Sensei didn't check my book!Thankfully,it won't really matter whether I finish it or not because I'm leaving the day after tomorrow.I brought Wink Up to school today,and I was reading it with Gureisu in French class.Of course,I was doing most of the reading (more like,all of it).She said that Kame looks the best in KAT-TUN!But she only likes Arashi and Nino.She said the nicest thing to me!!She said I looked half-Japanese!!A lot of people have said,and they were mostly Indians who don't really know what Japanese look like,but hearing it from a Korean made me kind of shocked,because I don't think I look Japanese at all.But I really want to be half-Japanese...Oh,and of course,Meg said it to me,too,and it makes me happy :D~~

Meg got me a chocolate!It was all melted by the end of the day,but it was GOOD.

Weeellll I have nothing else to blog about so check tomorrow for THE ULTIMATE DAY.Sayounara!

I have a science test tomorrow but I'm too busy blogging to care

We have a SCIENCE TEST tomorrow!!!I don't want to study!!!
Today was a GOOD day!It didn't start out too well,we had math first but Soo Sensei didn't mention the homework(which I evidently didn't do) so I was safe~

Chipmunk Sensei isn't going to take class until after the holidays!Yay!!But Bushy Sensei will take over *groan*.WELL,I guess anyone is better than Chipmunk Sensei!We had French FREE because Nezumi Sensei didn't know that she had a class!And she was in the library,which is right next to our classroom!

Gureisu likes Arashi no Nino!!NINO????I guess he's ok..kind of cute!But I prefer Sho-kun and Matsujun.And Aiba-chan.But I'm not the Arashi fan here.Seriously,Storm's infatuation with Arashi is admirable!I'll have to tell her about this when I go to Japan,which is just 9 days away,by the way.

Speaking of Storm and Japan,it seems weird that it could be my last 9 days in Oakridge.I know I would miss it a lot here.But at the same time I want to go back to Japan,too!I'm so confused!I can't believe it's been three years already...